Lost Cause

Savannah. 15. Life is currently a mess. Head is currently a mess. My head is a horrible place to be. But things will get better. A rainbow comes after the rain <3
disadvantaged-fromthestart:

Sometimes this is all that keeps me going…
I hate when religion comes up at school… I mean, everyone is entitled to their opinion but no one ever has anything intelligent to say. The main argument is always “God is not real and anyone who thinks he is is stupid”
I respect that not everyone believes in God, and I would never force my beliefs on anyone. But I do not see why I cannot believe in Him without being ridiculed.
The worst part for me is that I do not seem to fit in with either side. The people who do not believe in God tell me I am stupid. The people who do believe in God tell me I cannot be Christian as I apparently ‘do not live by the bible’ because I am not straight.
It hurts so much when people tell me these things. People don’t know how much He means to me and how much He has taught me. Honestly, if it wern’t for God, I would be a totaly different person. My belief in Him has pulled me out of really terrible episodes. He has promised that I live my life the way he wants me to and I trust and love him, I will be rewarded in Heaven with him when I die.
I want to know why people insist on telling me that this is wrong. Why am I not allowed to trust and love God just because you don’t or because you don’t agree with something about me?

disadvantaged-fromthestart:

Sometimes this is all that keeps me going…

I hate when religion comes up at school… I mean, everyone is entitled to their opinion but no one ever has anything intelligent to say. The main argument is always “God is not real and anyone who thinks he is is stupid”

I respect that not everyone believes in God, and I would never force my beliefs on anyone. But I do not see why I cannot believe in Him without being ridiculed.

The worst part for me is that I do not seem to fit in with either side. The people who do not believe in God tell me I am stupid. The people who do believe in God tell me I cannot be Christian as I apparently ‘do not live by the bible’ because I am not straight.

It hurts so much when people tell me these things. People don’t know how much He means to me and how much He has taught me. Honestly, if it wern’t for God, I would be a totaly different person. My belief in Him has pulled me out of really terrible episodes. He has promised that I live my life the way he wants me to and I trust and love him, I will be rewarded in Heaven with him when I die.

I want to know why people insist on telling me that this is wrong. Why am I not allowed to trust and love God just because you don’t or because you don’t agree with something about me?

whateverittakesx:

I’m bored ask me anything

whateverittakesx:

I’m bored ask me anything